After that a popular was gonna have a pool party! I thought it was PERFECT for my new bikini! I wore and I rocked it! There was a dunking station, bungee jumping thing, waterslide, and pool. Pablo and I went down the water slide together holding hands!! Yep, this love could NEVER break. Then at the dunking booth, Pablo dunked me, and I got out and hugged him... in that bikini!! It was risky but it was worth it. Sparks flew. But then later that night, I was crying so, so hard. All the rumors that were flying around... were devastating. I couldn't go to the popular's sleepover because of a soccer game. I really should've gone... Pablo had asked out my BEST FRIEND AGAIN!! Rumors were destroying me... because WE WERE STILL DATING. I confronted him about but he said it was a dare. After that, I was so worried he would leave me. At school, Pablo would flirt with Clara, my best friend. He would text her more than me, he would talk to her more than me. They were always together. He didn't reply to my emails after that. He didn't call me cutie or babe. One day, I saw them walking together. I was so close to breaking. He didn't hug me anymore. I didn't see it coming. One night after soccer practice, I checked my email, expecting one from a friend. Smiling and cheery, I clicked "Gmail" and smiled as I saw there was one from Pablo! He had actually started a conversation with me! But then I opened it and immediately burst into tears. I was blind. He said, "Bella i need to tell you something:/ my parents just told me im moving next year, and i dont wantto get attached to you:( i really really like you, and i would have never done this if it werent for my leaving. Bt i am:'( i think we should just be really really good friends:) and if i dont move, then i promise you the first thing i will do is see if you wanna go out, but my parrnts say that we r, so i cant get even more attached" He is a good liar. I was depressed about the breakup. But after that he spent more and more time with Clara. Oh, I forgot to mention that Clara told me she really, really liked Pablo when we were still dating and if he ever broke up with me to ask her out, she would say no because she knew I liked him. Pablo and I had dated for a month exactly. But 2 weeks later, my other best friand, Mackenzie, showed me something. They were conversations between Clara and Pablo. He asked her out. But wait a minute there, he broke up with me because he didn't wanna get too attached, right? So he lied to me. That sucked. But Clara was a good friend and said no. He asked her if she said no because he was too sexy for her. Then he said, oh never mind, you're just too sexy for me!! They were flirting like he never flirted with me. After that I began questioning his trust.....

I sent him a couple emails....He would only reply to about 10% of my emails. It was basically a one-way conversation. I was happy just AT LEAST being friends but the worst feeling in the world is when you miss someone so bad and you know they don't miss you back. I started to get really angry about him lying to me... that was probably the only way he would answer me, though. I said, "u know... "i promise", "i am sorry", and "i love you" all end in 8 letters.... WELL SO DOES BULL****!!!! i know u lied 2 me- im smarter than i look; noww wat did u lie 2 me about? If we r "amazing" friends, i have a right 2 know" But he was mean and cold straight back by replying, "i know you arent stupid so i dnt really care if you say stupid things like that last email, you know that i wasnt lying, but if you dont, then thats your problem, not mine" He was rude, and I felt like someone had stabbed me in the heart. The next day in computer class, we were working on a project... Clara didn't have her flashdrive and so she emailed her project to herself. Well, I have to admit, I looked over her shoulder while she was in her email... There was one from Pablo saying, "i really like you... im breaking up with bella" FLASHBACK AGAIN: didn't he say he was breaking up with me because he was moving and didn't want to get too attached? And also, we had to represent a country for this project... and my best friandd, Mackenzie, had stole his flash drive :P. She gave it to me and we looked through it. He was doing Canada for his flag project. He isn't Canadian. But Clara is. I was mad... I confronted him about both things. He replied, "idk is it a tiny black flash drive, if it isnt its not mine. Btw im not a f*cking trinidadian, my step grandmother has a sister r something form trinidad" Wow. What a lie. It was probably "or something". That is one of my best skills, lie detecting...but Pablo.... MAN he was sneaky. He's about the only person in the WORLD that can lie to me without me knowing. And he also said this, " I don't remember sending somethin like that to her. I didnt lie to either of you, when we were dating (me and you), i did like her, honestly, but thats not why i broke up with you" Yes, Pablo... that's NOT why you broke up with me... well, that's not what you TOLD me. He lied to me all the time.